About Me.....

Trust me Not
I will Deceive
In my Soul
Love Do Not Exist

None can soothe my mind
None can bear me Whole
It's too late my Dear,
I'm a Fading Soul

No bird can fly,
With hurt wings
No man can Survive,
With crushed dreams

Nothing gladdens me
However i share
My dreams you ask?
I go through Nightmares...

If "looks" that you like,
Mind you, I'm Ugly
I value brain and mind,
And you seem dumb and silly

To comprehend my love for you
So long you took
And you've come back now
When love makes me puke...!!!

Mind is never at peace
I live through the brainstorm
I'm too Cold to Love
To make you feel that Warmth

Want to be my Boyfriend??
It's not so easy to be
Anger, Fluster, Brokenness...
This is all about Me...!!!

Do I Value Naught???

Who am I??
Just a girl...
With flesh and bone?
Any can Use
And then be thrown??

You wish to hurt me?
I wont sigh
But soothe me at least
When broken I lie

I'm a human
With Fragile Mind
Please, Look after me
If you are kind

Hungry for Love
And that's what I crave
Share it with me
If you are so brave

Every time I smile
I have to Pay
I almost do this
Every alternate day

In the depth of sorrow
I'm lost again
With no-one to shelter
My fury and my pain

Eyes don't water
Now that they bleed
Heart aches and shrills
Still, none to Heal

In such Brutality
One day I'll die
Mercy me, My friends
I really wont survive...!!!

Men and Women

From Mars comes Man
From Venus comes Woman
Then, Why not we get lost back
And spare Earth for Non-human?

Why so much Discrimination?
Why unneeded Exploitation?
If they cannot bear each other
Then why not get out from here?

Nature made us equal
With no sick Intentions
But humans messed it all
With their sad Perceptions

Man is genius of his kind
Yet he knows nothing
Look at Animals for sometimes
You'll learn to Love from Within

Humanity,
An attribute of Human kind
But Nature says now
Learn it from Animals' mind

Nature only gave birth
Who said??
Men are superior
And Women are not??

Like two Alien forces
We Dwell on Earth
Destroying it
To filth and dirt

I feel it sad
I feel the anger
Why would anyone care??
That's the human nature

What is that thing?
That makes us Believe
Man is master
And Women are slave?

Women shouldn't marry
Men shouldn't date
Unless you Believe
That this is all Fake

Men should support women
And women should to men
Hand in hand
Together we stand

So, Let us start Afresh
And help the Earth Revive
Or should the humans die
And let the rest survive???

My TWIN (Who is Dead...)

I dunno, from where to begin
One Reason I've
I'm weak in Reminiscing

Its tough to start to the point
Since the Essence in this story
Will meet its end.

Wished I was a commoner
Gotten my queries soothed
And expressed my Gratitude

But we happen to be TWINS
Without sharing,
A common Womb
But linked by,
A mutual chum

Its been the best ride ever since
We, Perceiving each other
Through all the scenes

I'm glad,
We are Unique of our kind
The Similitude in us
Freaked us out many a times

We aren't done yet
Still on, looking within ourselves
Comprehending each other
In every picture

I endeavoured to Portray him
But the Obscure Enigma
Easily failed me

May be its NOT Just him
But Certainly, Both of us
That I can Describe
Only as "TWINS".....!!!

Intelligence or Scolars???

Not much of the people I know
Are Intelligent...

Not less people I know
Can't Practice Wisdom...

What much the scholars do???
Then top Exams and be Mongrels....!!!

And why much of the Failure suffers??
In spite them being Thinkers....!!!

History repeats itself
If not corrected at right point

So we see Einstein
In our Lives, at every turn....!!!

True Love...

"Love is NOT about
How long you stay together...
But how far you Gel together

Its not about how much you Miss,
But how much you Love your partner

Not about how much you Spend
But how much you Comprehend

Sacrifice and Compromise
Takes you Nowhere, Unless wise

Its NOT all Sex
But IS the Mind Circuit

Finally, its Not that you Fall in Love
But, how much you Rise in Love...!!!"

My Brain Disaster.....

"I Know,
The Pain of losing my Abilities was more
But Yet,
I cannot Devalue the Friends that I scored
For all were the Angels of my eyes
And they entered
When I was down in my Life...
Discovered my True Self
Though I wasn't in my senses
And had my friends abandoned me
In the Dark field...

For my abilities,
I will revive them back
And this time with more Perfection
May be, if haven't I was to lose them
I wouldn't have gone to Communities
Neither would have got recognised
Nor Befriended these Beings....

So Hardship---its good, most of the times
For we get the best
For the good we lose
And then go all the fakes
From the group of honest mates
Leaving us safe and more skilled
ALWAYS......!!!!"

Pain I Suffer...

"My Pain has Doubled
For people call me complex
Though I be as Simple
They fail to Apprehend
Though I try my Best to Explain

My pain is doubled
For I'm no more a Perfect loner
Nor can I share
For they do not understand
Even after trying my best

Life is difficult
But for me its hard
For the pain that I scattered
Is tough for me to Gather....!!!"

Mirror..............

Sometimes People call me
Things I'm Actually Not
Things against my Goodwill
And glorify the Abstract Negative Points
But in Reality....
They DO NOT Understand
The Simple Fact
That I'm only
Showing them the Mirror.......

My Emptiness

I too Feel...
Empty
Without Something
Deficient
In its Absence...
Incomplete
Without its Presence...
But, As Life always do....
I too Continue
To Survive...
Hoping, One day
To be Full...
Complete
And Sufficient....!!!

Choice is Yours..........

You can choose to leave
An Impact of your Insertion
Or can choose to escape
Without a Praiseful Action
Choice is Yours
So do the loss or gain
For you choose first
You'll be marvelled
And for second,
From my Life, you'll be cleared.

My First Love Ever.....!!!

"On this Immaculate
Diwali Celebration
My wishes are committed
To that Lovely Person
Whom I met once
In a Pilgrimage Excursion

My love loaded Regards
Are all for him
Who made my Life
Beautiful and Worth Living

My Innocent Prayers
Are meant for him
Who enamoured me with Love
And aroused in me
All true lovely feelings
Taught me to be Faithful
Be caring, loving and blissful

My Heartiest Compliments
Are devoted to him
Who bestowed a Special Meaning
To my Senseless Life
Made it Colourful
From black and white
Changed to flowerbed
From hurting spike

Lately I realised
That I left my Heart behind
When I reached home
I wished if the time could Rewind

My life,
Is all for him
Since for me,
He is my only Prince

In my heart, till date
I Reminisce that Moment
When we did nothing great
Only had our hand shaked

I cherish this moment, till date
When he hold my hand in his
And wore an innocent smile
On his Angelic Face

I know what he meant to say
Through his Lovely caressing way
I wished that he comes one day
And takes me far away
Along with him, forever, to stay....!!!"

Honey-- the Charmer

"Oh my Sweety Pussy Cat
He is growing old
Going out
Eating Dirt
And coming Straight Home.

So Pissed off I'm
Drugging him daily
Everyday he comes up
With a New Injury

I cant,
But let him in Pain
Because for me
He's my only Cuty Saint....!!!"

Mistakened Best Friend

"Saw Every Part of You
A Good Speaker
A Nice Supporter
A Responsible Man...

Heard you getting pissed off
Watched you getting bored
Observed your utter Indifference
I too Experienced, your Solicitude

Certain things about you,
Did hurt me some times
Certain lines you said,
Made me go Silent....

I did always think....
Lets Speak out My Mind Today
But one thing always kept me at bay
That's your Unseen Anger
That I feared Always.....

Never enjoyed chatting with you
Nor even the time we first met
But its Amazingly weird to know
That I wished to be with you

True--we are Exact Opposites
As nothing in us Ever Matched
So as I had Mentioned Before...
Our friendship lay Ever Dead....!!!

Nothing Ever I liked in you
Nor did sharing helped
Observed nothing Special in you
But still my Heart held
All the Sweatness for you

Hear you mostly Frustrated
For silly reasons you get bugged
Neither attended when I called for
Nor I like the way you cured

Yes---Surprising, But True...
That our Friendship is a Tragedy
For Neither can I Sustain it
Nor Crush it down my Shoe

Yes, I dont really Trust you
I can't call you my Best Friend
I say you have Attitude
And that, your Approach is Not so Good

May be I had soft spot for you
Since my mind was Haunted by you
But now it has all subsided
And I have Chosen to be Alone
For I can Look After My Own....!!!"