Blind Date...!!!

Once in my life, I liked a Guy
But true Love, In time, Faded away
Once another guy said he liked me
But he being stupid, I cleared my way

Quite early before, and after thinking
I realised, I ain't a dreamgirl
With all my possible reasons
I decided to stay single

My friend realised,
I had gone blue
So he thought of adding to my life
This Cute Wonder-hue

As Usual,
I decided to keep him at bay
It was rather too late
When I got to know, He took my heart away...

He liked me, and I loved him
Ours was a cute crazy team
Not like it was one-sided love
But still we had this ugly curve

He refused to Believe in Love
Said, "Oh girl, we have no fate..!!"
Slowly though, the Unfortunate girl realised
That she just had a "Blind Date"....!!!

Do I Hold on?? Or Push it away???

I have no Guts...
To say that I hate You
Nor can I admit,
That may be I still love you

I don't know
If I want you to go away
Nor I think, I wish to come
If you take me, with you to stay


Can Neither bring it out
Nor hold it in my self
Such is the pain I bear
Which willingly goes uncared


My world is going round
May be I wish to hear your sound
If I say "I still miss you"
Do I sound like a stupid clown??
Or could it be that, you are better not around...?!


Whatever that happened has left a scar
My trust over you has fallen apart

Prove it to me, If you deserve it
If you wish to fill this space
In my Life, May be I should await it..!!


I heard a sound...
That was my phone alarm...


I woke up in a startled way
Hey... I see its a New day...


Was it a dream or a nightmare??
I don't know... Do you really care??


Life-- it goes on all its way...
May be... Or should I really push you away??