My Break Up...

Better late then Never
Finally I decide
To give up thinking of you Forever...

Thanks dear,
Thanks for all these things you did to me
You were right..
I'm strong now, it built up my immunity

I've shut myself to love
I won't fall prey to this shit again
Thanks a lot to you,
I'm too scared to make another boyfriend...!!

I don't get this...
What have I done??
Why people always ruin my fun?

If Beauty...
That was all you wanted..
So, when you saw my first scary picture...
Was your brain haunted??

Do I love you? or I hate you...?!
Do I really miss you? Do I still want you?
Now these questions are too tough to get through..!!

I think it was my great mistake..
I thought of trying you out for that Idiot's sake..!!
I was happy then, if he hadn't had forced me
And you bloody knew everything..!! What were you, watching a movie??

I gave him many reasons to keep you away...
But "he is the best for you", that's what he would always say...
You too went on asking, whether we are couples or more then friends..
And I kept on avoiding that TO MY BEST I COULD MAN...!!!

Guess it was my fault that day to admit to you my love
But somehow I still feel, You were the best one I could ever have
For the type of understanding all this while we were sharin'
Who wouldn't have believed that WERE really Twins?

Some else say, you were too good for me...
Cuz, you're very stylish, and I'm an ugly duckling..!!
May be I'm really good for nothing
Inspite of so many Similarities we were sharing

I had a damn good time with you
For so many lines of thoughts we drew
Every fucking day, for an hour, the fucking sex talks we had...
Now none exists, its my bad....!!!

It was fun to bug the hell outta you...
Little abnormalities of sex you heard, and your fuse blew
Awe, you were such a cute baby, then..!!
All the hell of ideas I put your little brain through...!!

It was such a wonder, you called me by different names
Pussycat, Furball, Meow, Witty-kitty...!!
I know, it was too lame of me,
That I just called you my chweet nutty...!!

Yeah, you called me playgirl.
Outta anger though, I said you're Jerk
Well, you shouldn't have disturbed the time
When we could boldly flirt

I wanted to make this poem quite offensive
But guess you're too good, so I thought of being a little passive
Yes, your this act has made me a lot defensive
But I hope, when I'm ever with you, I'll be calm and receptive...!!

I don't know if you ever wanna see me...
I dunno whats gonna be our fate....!!!
I dunno, if ever you gonna like me again
But still, in the corner of my heart, for you I'll await

Whenever a couple breaks...
We end up blaming either of the partner..
And tell them to move on
But it's not necessary that you are bad
I trust you,
You were the gem of a person I ever had
We are still atleast friends, yeah, I'm very glad

I hope you won't break my faith
Let my words have atleast some weight...
I'm sure, You ain't no fake
And I'm sorry for all the hurts and mistakes

Honey, trust me
I still love you
Oh god damn fuck,
I know, you want me to forget you..!!

I wonder, while all this time I was with you,
How and Why my understanding went outta window
Hell, I was not supposed to think of you...
But I can't help it, for all my attention that you borrow
I ended up writing this poem over you and my sorrow

In the haste and anger I made some wrong moves
Well, we did our mistakes, and the hell we put ourselves through...
Guess in the end, I behaved in a fury
For all that happened sweety, I'm really very sorry...!! :((